Running away again…..

yep… keputusan yg bener? untuk lari lagi? only time will tell. ngak tau kenapa, tp sebelom telat, sebelom nasi jd bubur. it’s been always me.

belom siap? mungkin.

takut? bisa jadi.

msh mo bebas? pasti

tp mo sampe kapan? ngak tau…. hidup yg aneh, atau sial? dan mulai nyalahin orang lain? dalam hati mulai nyalahin orang lain. tau ngak adil, tp musti ada yg salah kan? dia sih total ngak salah. dia sih more than OK, an interesting being. tp ngak mo nahan dia. dia musti tetep terbang….

serba salah…. baik salah… mo egois ngak bisa… *sigh*

atau emang udah egois? cm mikirin perasaan sendiri? ngak mikirin dia??? *sigh*

a weird week….

yes indeed… it’s been a really a weird week. the weirdest week I’ve ever experienced… just hoping next week will be better. Hoping next week there’ll be a new mac mini… I want a mac mini….

what’s happened in the weirdest week of my life (yet)….

Independence Day

yeap… today (August 17th) is the Indonesian independence day. but for me it’s just an ordinary day. Woke up a little before eight, got a train to work, worked a whole day, did some groceries, bought myself a new shoes. There’s nothing special today.

My new shoes:

Apple Tablet

Since it’s really ugly, I’ll just post a link [1] instead a pic of it. Just take a look at it.

[1] http://www.engadget.com/2009/08/15/apple-tablet-pic-leaked-this-is-the-real-one-we-can-feel-it/

Almost forgetting my blog

yeah… I have to admit it. I almost forget about my blog @WP. Just another two months and it will be a year…. geez…. let’s see there’s a lot of things happened in the last 10 month..

• failed finishing my post graduate… although it’s just one subject, but it’s been frustrating… need to wait until September.
• had a great holiday. A (almost full) month of holiday in my home country. Visited my family… had a small reunion with my old friends from junior high school (it’s been almost 11 years).
• creating myself a facebook, after saying no to everyone who asked whether I had one
• and start tweeting…
• bought a new HDTV
• disappointed after finding out that starcraft2 been postponed until 2010
• and lots more (can’t remember any details)

but highlight of the year (until now) is the small reunion…. I’d not been in touch with them, since I moved to a new senior high school, except my ex. She’s married, and some of my old friends…. and me… still stuck in the northern earth hemisphere… need something (or someone) to make my life over here a little bit challenging….

time to sleep…. try to write regularly here…